nothin is needed to describe this. maybe epic, but thats about it.
Okay, so if most of you know me well enough, you also know that i WAS an extreme pothead. So far it’s been 3 days since i last smoked pot, and I feel like I’m literally going insane… up is down, and down is up. I feel like I’m more “on task” with weed rather than without, but I guess that’s something an addict would say… I have been smoking weed since i was 14-15, and I’m about to be 19 this summer… soooo yeah. somethings gotta change. The main reason why I’m quitting is because I haven’t been truly happy in a really long time, and the weed is not making my situation any better; if anything, it’s making it worse.
But anyway…. Lately, some shit has been going down in my house with me and my dad, so as of now, I am preparing to move back to my moms house this weekend… It’s not exactly what i had in mind, but i really have no alternative. Not that I don’t enjoy being around my mom or anything, but I would honestly just like to be on my own, be independent. Although I must admit, I’m most likely not ready to be out on my own… YET. but hey, we can all have dreams right?
Right now, all I’m really hoping is that everything will according to planned:
1). I am sober for AT LEAST over 1-2 months…. or way longer
2). I can live in peace and harmony with my mom, and that I get to move into the basement (IT’S SUPER ROOMY :) )
and 3). I’ll find a trustworthy transportation to my job, because I’m gonna be moving farther away from where I work, and that’s not gonna make things easy…
But hey, thanks for reading! have a wonderful tomorrow! :) Yes, I know I’m corny. WANNA FIGHT ABOUT IT?!?